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Sunday, July 31, 2005

Tonight I'm gonna give you all my love in the back seat
BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC [x2]
Gonna speed it down and slow it up in the back seat
BUBBLE POP ELECTRIC
Uh-O in the back seat


-Gwen Stefani's Bubble Pop Electric
this part was replaying in my head for 190283902840983209483434983908109283092810398209380928309218309128 times today please
anyway,IM STILL A HAPPY GIRL EVEN THOUGH I ATE QUITE ALOT TODAY (1 and half churros,1 pretzel and 1 egg tart CARBO SPREEEEE!:/)
because because!i just went for threading service at wheelock's browhaus! haha what an experience,was quite painful cause i was a first timer,and i tell you!when i opened my eyes,it was teary okay hahah but i reckon this whole pulling cutting facial hair thingy is uber addiktive!am thinking of going for a full body waxing sometime soon too!hahaha wth wth
anyway,me and jerene went around looking at yoga/pilates stuff ta wear!
and woah!i so gonna get that ripcurl bag for yoga mat! super cool please oh man oh man i cant wait for my effin thumb to recover
oh forgot to mention st annes funfair was okay,super effin hot and yeah,half of my school was there larh dang
shopped around town with jerene darl and had a sudden "oh shit i feel fat" feeling and got myself a top from island shop!-one of my favs now! the people there uber nice larh and me and jerene was being total kiddos i tell you cause we had balloons tied to our wrists and all,hahaha
and i got myself a bag from far east!it's RED!yay!
urghh,tummy's feeling real funny now,kinda like pain on off sort!damn
goodbye

REPLIES!
(some really annoyed me please,yadayada wtf)
BESTFRIEND
HAHA GO GO
NOBODY NEEDS YOU PLEASE
(I DO!I DO!) HAHA WTH
LOVE

PRISS!
THEN TEXT HER(BEL) LARH!TSK
HE'S A FUCKING PEABRAINED JACKASS LARH
COME ON,SO EGOISTIC! HE CAN GO KISS YA ASS LARH
COME ON!PRISS!MOVE ON MOVE ON!

CAPTOATS
(:

MEL!
HAHA WTH MAN,YOU AINT FAT HELLO
O WELLS IM GONNA SHUT UP BOUT MY FAT SHIT RANTING ALREADY!
AM GETTING ALL THE DSANLDKJSALKJDLKSADSAD KINDS OF COMMENTS ALREADY
ANYWAY!LET'S GO OUT SOON!(:

ANON
HAHA ALRIGHT ALRIGHT
(:

SARAH
HAHA WHY THE SUDDEN CHANGE OF MIND
HAHA ANYWAY SEE YA TMR
(:

MELIA
I AINT RUNNING ALOT LEHH?
HAHA AND CRUNCHES ARE NOT TORTURING!
-.-"

BESTFRIEND2
HAHA YEAH MADE SENSE
I AINT FAT CRAZY LARH HELLO

ANON
i personally feel tt girls hu keep thinkin tt they r fat r reali stupid. if ur doin tis jus to lk gd, then as a guy, i tink tt ur either reali bimbotic or shallow. 4 god's sake,ur nt fat at all, n even if u r, jus luv urself. im sure u dun feel gd havin to go thru al tis torture jus to lose weight. besides, i tink its reali dumb. gd bye

HAHAHAHA THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING YA SALKDJSLKJDLKSAJDLKJSADLKJAS PERSONAL OPINIONS YEAH
YADAYADAYADA
IT SURE HAD ANNOYED ME QUITE A BIT
HUR HUR
GOOD-BYE


hazel Y 8:38 PM |


Saturday, July 30, 2005

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okay i aint exactly feeling happy this morning and best,i dont know what's wrong
okay prob cause i just saw some blogs and some words,yes yes! that is so so why im not happy
o wells o wells
IT'S A SATURDAY!-YAHOOOO! :/
slept a whole 8 plus hours!i feel good,wells,for a few secs when i was forced to wake up cause of effin frikkin asjhdkjshdkjashd! leg cramps :/ dang
and first thing that came to my mind was anon's tag(read it last night)
skaljdlsajdlksjlkdjsladjlskajdslakd i feel totally lousy
hahahha flabby baby fats damnit,now i totally regretted posting up the akjshdkjshfkjshdsajd picture of my l;sadjlksajdfklsdjasljkda huge tummy,would have rather lived in denial all my life(urgh!im sucha shameless bitch)
okay im left with two options
1.take anon's tag and work those erm baby fats....? off
2.ignore ignore and live in denial all my life
hahaha okay pretty dumb ob options there,NUMBER 1 HERE I COME!

i feel totally in a bs-sified mode right now
I AM FAT AND DEPRESSED
god,im back to square one
anyway,i reckoned all that crunches ive been doing,doings some good to my body!hahaha,i wore my hd tee last night and the upper part(my boobs and below area) was so much tighter!hahaha,fats...?or my boobs grown bigger...?no
love my brother a lil more again cause we went down to coffeebean gardens last night and he bought me my long time craving-CINNAMON ICE BLENDED!
haha and we talked alot!as in alot!oh man,we should have started this siblings bonding thingy a long time ago man
and oh the crunches might have very well compressed my intestines or something! everything digests at an uber fast zoom zoom speed right now!haha everytime after i eat,i just need to wait a few mins(less than 30 mins) and i'll be heading to the toilet!:O:O
okay all that lsajkd;lsajkldsa;ldjkl;asjdlksajd bs im feeling right now made me became so crappy and ive started reading my "running for fitness" book!:D it's SUPER INFORMATIVE!
and ohh ohh!i heart gardens;saw a couple of pretty yummy eye candies!:D:D:D
no plans for today and am pretty confused bout tmr,i hafta plan!hate planning!
OH
AND IM VERY AJKHSDKSHDKHSAKDHSAKDJ DEPRESSED
MUM DOESNT ALLOW ME TO GO FOR PILATES!CAUSE OF MY KLDASJDLKJSALKDJLSKAJDLKSAJDLASD FING HAVENT RECOVERED BROKEN FING THUMB
damnit!

REPLIES
MELIA
IM SAD

RELL
HOW CAN YOU NOT CARE!
TSK
ANYWAY YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU TOO(:

ANON
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TAG;IT'S THE FRANKEST SO FAR
CHEERS


hazel Y 8:17 AM |


Friday, July 29, 2005

am currently listening to a terribly old song;Darius' Incredible
yay!my favourite favourite day of the week!fridayyyy!
got home not long ago and am perspiring crazy right now cause i just did crunches and some "fats-burning" excerise that ms sek taught us!(:
kinda feel like vomitting now for i dont know what reason!and im not hungry!am so not gonna let my rents force me to eat dinner later :/
danng school was alright,nothing much happened except that im gonna flunk my chemistry test and that we had teenage visitors from china!:D
okay yesterday was good!had my taste of jogging after 1908320948309284 years!:D ran during recess with lijun!and woah,couldnt feel any better i tell you,haha and gymmed after school!-claps
me and jerene's so so gonna join pilates classes commencing on the 6 aug!havent asked my rents yet but I DONT CARE!I MUST JOIN THE CLASS!
-growls
and last night i realised that crunches makes your stomach grow wider for some reason,is it...? or was it just me getting fatter
o wells,thank you all for all the kinda postive comments,i mean thank god they wasnt any one who really told me directly that i was fat : /
haha sigh
yes!sunday's coming!say goodbye to my bushy eyebrows
anyway i wanna go bathe
enjoy the weekends!:D

REPLIES!
anon
haha,waist size?aint sure,i wear size 8 stuff from topshop
(size 8?!jahdkjhaskjdhskjfhsdf)

captoats
hahaha!oh god,why did you tag as the small brown thing!
anyway what bs larh,figure my ass
-rolls eyes

adeline
hey girl!(:

bestie2
hahaha what!i shant talk to you bout excerising/dieting/losing weight
haha cause it turns you off apparently!
-rolls eyes
(:

priss!
hey girl!:/ oh wells.i wanna be 43 all my life!
:/ anyway,dont give any more shit bout that friggin fuckface larh (altho i've nvr seen him before but yah)
he can go eat my shit alright,thick skinned jackass
-hugs-

melia!
hahaha,fats fats fats!
oh wells i nvr sae i dont eat
i just lunched with you my dear
-hugs- cya on sunday!
love!

sarah!
haha what's so gross okay!
haha i put up cause it's my blog what!
hahaha o wells

cheryl
aiyah fats fats fats
: /

how's prelims?

kim
THAT WAS MY STOMACH LARH GIRL!
AND
WHAT EDITING?!
OH GOD,IT'S ALL REAL LARH GIRL,IT'S HUGE RIGHT.: / danngggg
wth wth
haha no problems about the calculator!

BESTFRIEND!
hello!haha somebody's married!
now im all left alone,single,ugly,fat and lonely
:(

anon
haha thanks!(:

val!
hey!yeah,meet up soon!
(:


hazel Y 6:06 PM |


Wednesday, July 27, 2005

okay,so you guys've always thought i was thin and skinny?
well,the fat facts are gonna be exposed!
haha ready?


fats exposed Posted by Picasa


yet another shot of my fats Posted by Picasa

haha,hideous i know,told ya it's fat facts exposed!(and please,i was wearing something okay),see,i dont say im fat for nothing,hurhur
anyway im in a pretty absurd mood now larh,yeah pretty upset with my weight now hahaha!BUT!all will be busted!IM STARTING MY EXCERISE CRAZY BS FROM TMR ONWARDS!and im determined this time!:D:D:D:D
i've planned!
haha im gonna run with lijun darl tmr during recess with the taf girls!ha!
and after school will be gyming with the jash!:D:D:D:D

anyway,i have an effin ulcer on my gum please
look

urgh! Posted by Picasa
total body malfunction
anyway school was extremely slack!hmm had 2 hrs of free periods plus one periods of slack chinese then 2 free periods of eng!hahaha great
and it was MISS TOH LIJUN'S 15TH BIRTHDAY!surprised her with a coffeecake me and girlfriend bought yesterday!(:
ohh!i've a new addikition-KOPIKO!
okay it's almost time for me to go for chem tution!
goodbye

REPLY
MELIA
HAHA YES I WANT ABS LIKE HERS


hazel Y 5:04 PM |


Tuesday, July 26, 2005


oh my god Posted by Picasa

i wanna be like her!look at her body!so hot so hot!and her eyes are drop dead stunning i tell you,oh i got so carried away that i forgot to mention she's Christina from America's Next Top Model!:/ damned,i want to be as hot as her
-wails
the show last night totally made me feel uber frikkin effin fat and huge okay!everybody,well almost everyone had bods i'll die for!-dourble wails
my favourites are Christina,NAIMA!(the spunky hairdo chic!),BRITTANY!(omg i hate her!her body's so so so so sizzling hot!damnit) and i kinda like kathleen or something,her eyes are super gorgeous
damnit damnit damnit!it's really time for me to get back to my jogging craze!miss the times that i actually jogged like 8 km one shot everyday kinda stuff!WHERE HAD ALL MY WILLPOWER GONE TO!-triple wails
miss all the times that i didnt hadto worry when my shirt was getting a lil high and all that it might expose my then lil kinda flad yet flat(haha what rubbish) tummy and all i've become is this fat,binge-ing fat ass freak!:/
-qraudruplewails
i got so mad with myself for being fat today that i couldnt think during maths lesson and sufferred one terrible mood swing sort for a couple of mins!prob pissed melia off big time with all my whines for that time i tell you,hahhaa!
but i really felt super fat!
-wailswailswailswailswails
wtf's wrong with me
anyway,ive been convinced to go for threading service!sunday!:D:D:D:D:D:D
and yes!I AM SO SO GONNA MAKE SURE I GET BACK TO THE TRACKS!DAMNIT!
am so tired of being mad at myself for eating and not excerising those cals off!URGHHHHH!ahdkljashkdjhsad
anyway im listening to gwen stefani's album!
love crash;
Back it up, back it up
You got it, you got it
Put your hands up, put your hands up
You got it, you got it
Drive back baby to me fast in your car
I'm here waiting, crash into me real hard

funky funky!
floorball test's tmr!:s am actually kinda nervous!
okay i better go do some studying!

REPLIES!
PRISS!
HEY LAMB,URGGHH I DUNT KNOW WTF IS WRONG WITH ME BUT YAHH
SAD CASE AINT I
ANYWAY HAHA THANK ME AND KISS MY TOES FOR MSGING AHEM FOR YA TODAY!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
LOVE ME CRAZY YEAH!

BESTIE2
HAHA I HAVE NO EFFIN IDEA PLEASE!
AND OH!THANK GOD YA REMINDED ME ABOUT THE FOOD!
:B FORGOT BOUT IT


hazel Y 8:22 PM |


Monday, July 25, 2005

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first, Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes, And I know, the waiting is all you can do, Sometimes...
-Aqualung's Strange And Beautiful

what a beautiful song
just came home from gardens!haha had a great time today! went down to gardens with my dearly beloved jash!<3 we actually wanted to go to this shop there that sold bohemian kinda stuff! but it wasnt opened!:/ then we were crapping over at coffeebean's then girlfriend hadta go home and me jer and sarah went over to cartel!(haha three lil piglets huh) anyway, we wanted to see ally's mabel but arghh she isnt working today!oh lord,the pizza was so good!:D and i tried this apple and cinnamon drink: D which was not bad.but i wanted to vomit after that.jerene and sarah's so hilarious please!i prob laughed so much that i've burnt off some calories please!haha cause we were argueing bout who sang hot in here (jerene was sure it wasnt nelly who sang it!-.-") and sarah was wanting to bet with us that ethopia wasnt in italy,(...or was it?) anyway we called girlfriend and girlfriend's sista picked up the phone and we made her go check the geog world map book!haha damn funny larh
then i've learnt three kinds of mediation!:D:D:D:D
haha great fun today,but im so full!arghh,FATS!:/
and in school,girlfriend and i was talking bout funny looking eyes and it all reminded me of the one time i had funny eyes when a certian someone and i timed out and all,and how that day at my house went!sweet,oh wells!
it happened all so long ago!i cant believe the memory of that day replayed in my head for quite a while today :/ and the worst part is that i kinda miss the times (wtf is wrong with me!?)
anyway anyway tmr's tuesday!
i wanna buy!
1.ANNASUI mirror!
2.ANNASUI's mascara
3.ANNASUI's secret wish
4.flats
5.FOX TOP
6.that vintage necklance!

haha shopping shopping soon!:D okay i better go do more crunches to feel better!
goodbye!

REPLIES!
ADELINE!HAHAHA
I DIDNT SEE YOU!HMPH!BUT THE PARADE WAS GOOD EH!
(:

MELIA!
HAHAHA I DIDNT POST IT!
AND I DIDNT SEND IT TO JERENE
SEE AINT I JUST NICE


hazel Y 5:44 PM |


Sunday, July 24, 2005

am lsitening to Jennifer Paige's Stranded
okay okay, saturday came and went,just spent quite some time uploading everything!am too lazy to post them up all here,so yeah here's just some shots of yesterday's rehearsal!: D

hahahahah! Posted by Picasa


It’s me and girlfriend!(: Posted by Picasa



dont jump! Posted by Picasa haha okay he was prob looking over at the padang from the supreme court larh,


It’s the red lions! :O Posted by Picasa


a fired up birthday cake! Posted by Picasa


nice Posted by Picasa


fireworks!: D Posted by Picasa

okay!went out around lunchtime with girlfriend and jer!:D i went red top hunting and got myself a paulfrank top!haha i love the picture!:D and i got myself a bambi necklance form funcdeko!:D:D:D:D
arghhh,but i kinda regretted getting the pf top somehow this morning,cause i saw this top from fox!ahh!i must get it!okay am getting it prob next weekend
hahaha oh wells,we were pretty stoned throughout the day cause me and girlfriend both had flu and jerene was kinda not as jumpy yesterday,but everything went well all the same i guess!:D
then me and girlfriend went down to cityhall and argh!i got so frikkin pissed with melvin tan siaw kian i tell you!he was walking and walking and everywhere and i couldnt find him and he couldnt find me!you know all that shit hahaha oh i forgot to mention why were we finding each other!that's cause my silly bro hadta pass me the camera!anyway,found him andwe all headed to the padang!the funpack was uber heavy and i love the bread they gave!my new addikition!-sunshine's raisin loaf with CINNONMON cream!oh god,yum then we spent so long walking ard finding the blue sector and yes!finally settle down under the huge mega telly!was drizzling slightly but it went off after a few mins!thankfully
the parade's not bad!fireworks was great!hahaha i was just waiting for the fireworks part actually!
and i've decided!I WANT FIREWORKS AT MY WEDDING!
okay moving on,on the way home we got our strawberries and cream frapp from starbucks!(haha see im eating) and iw as laughing my ass off during the whole trip home please!
cause i took a rather funny candid picture of melia kuik and i refuse to delete it!HAHAHAHA!oh god,im so tempted to upload it up here,but oh wells!i shall be nice
urgh!i feel so fat!damnit,i cant stand it anymoreeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really really want to get back to 43kg
arghhh i feel so sick
(ahhhh!) what is wrong with me
went church this morn and my brother drove us all the FIRST TIME!hahah not bad larh
haha when i got outta the car i was like ;"phew!im alive!" hahahaha!damn funny larh,my bro gave me the -_-" kinda face!hahaha and he nearly got me and my dad killed on the way home!he was so near this bus please!

anyway it's raining alreadyyy
goodbye

REPLIES!
PRISS ENG!
IM DEPRESSED
VERY DEPRESSED
44'S NOT FAT I KNOW!BUT I HATE IT!I HATE IT!
-WAILS AND GOES NUTS

BESTIE2
PFFT STUPID TUTION


hazel Y 11:54 AM |


Saturday, July 23, 2005

am currently listening to scissor sister's take your mama out; rockin morning track!: D
it's the weekends already!:D:D:D:D:D means homework can wait till tmr night!
had a pretty strange dream,wells dreams! last night!i dreamt that my dad was nagging at my brother for i dont know what,and i dreamt that girlfriend couldnt make to today's jah(missing sarah!) outing! and i dont know why it all felt so real,hahaha i was actually intending to text girlfriend and confirm is she was coming with us today!
anyway anyway,this week's been pretty sucky,well the start,mid week onwards was average!
and urgh!HAZEL'S OFFICIALLY FAT ALREADY-I JUST TOOK MY WEIGHT YESTERDAY IN SCHOOL AND I'VE BECAME A SHAMEFULLY FRIKKIN HEAVY FATSO(nono i aint saying plump people are shameful,just me) I AM 44 KG ALREADY!:/ i know i know i was supposed to put on five kilograms!but argh!you know no ones likes putting on weight,damnit!
thank god for sunday,i am so gonna ta the gym!damnit,haha i'll never go beyond 44kilograms!:/
i feel like a stubborn bitch larh,but oh wells!
told dad bout it and i wished i took a picture of his stupid dumbass face please
he was grinning like fat kid who gets to eat his favourite food larh!sheesh
doctor should have prescribed some anti depressant pills please,okay that's it!i am officially dieting today onwards
:/
stuff that i really wanna do/want now!
1.BUST ALL THE FATS
2.haha try waxing
3.threading service!
4.BUST ALL FATS LARH PFFT
5.shopping!
6.go sentosa with my tanning mates!
7.study(hahahhaha!-slaps forehead) yes i do need to study,damnit :/
8.scratch the inside of my throat please,IT'S FRIKKIN DRY AND ITCHY!
9.go to the toilet,MY TUMMY BEEN FEELING VERY VERY FUNNY THESE FEW DAYS!I'VE BEEN IN THE TOILET LIKE 91273927809483 TIMES A DAY RECENTLY NOW,urgh shucks
10.buy hamster food for hammie darling and i better remember that!

anyway!yesterday was pretty fun!cant really remembered what went on in school yesterday!but after school we did yet another jash cribs! haha went to jer's house with girlfriend!her house is so filled with precious moments everyeverywhere please! oh man,and i finally getta meet her mum!haha jerene has always been talking bout her mum,haha her mum always says mean stuff bout jerene! oh wells,and i binged my ass out i tell you!ATE SO MUCH BEN&JERRY'S CHUNKY MONKEY PLEASE and MEZZO NINE CHOCS!oh god,sinfully heavenly stuff please
and after girlfriend left me and jerene did pretty HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH omg stuff,melia will kill us if she finds out please!
then i started scolding people in her msn!hahaha!damn fun larh
oh good news!MY BROTHER PASSED HIS DRIVING TEST!-CLAPS
which means yet another family chauffuer! -evil laughter
but i kinda dont dare to sit his ride larh,i dont wanna die!
will be going out in like 4 hours plus!:D:D:D it's a jah outing!without sarah darl
i'll hafta shop for something red in preparation for the ndp parade we're (girlfriend and i) going after that in the evening!brother gave me a pair of final rehearsal tickets!:D blue sector!-evil laughter which he said was like in the middle!yahoo! i miss seeing fireworks i tell you!love them
bestfriend will be having a date today!am pretty excited and nervous for her!yes!BESTFRIEND'S IN LOVE!(:
ohh forgot to mention that i had chinese test yesterday and im so so so gonna flunk the shiet of it!:/ damnit
okay,that's all
goodbye!


REPLIES!
BESTIE!
HAHA NEHNEHNIPOOPOO!
anyway!thanks for the text yesterday morning!really made my day,best(:!
loveee!

RELL!
YOU KNOW,
YOUR TESTIMONIAL....MADE ME FELT SO FAT,BLEAH
HAHAHA ANYWAYS,YOU BETTER START MUGGING YA ASS OFF FOR NEXT WEEK GIRL!
AND LET'S NOT BOTHER ABOUT 2 FACED PPLE!ALL SUPERFICIAL SUCKERS LARH

PRISS
AHEM,MADDEN SHIET LARH YOU GUYS
ANYWAY SO WHAT IF HE SOUNDS LIKE AMERICAN!
HAHA YOU'RE SO SO THINKING TOO MUCH GIRL!
WHO CARES!
ANYWAY HAPPY THAT THINGS ARE ALL GOING YA WAY!
KEEP THEM UP!(:

GIRLFRIEND!
WE'LL BE SEEING EACH OTHER IN LIKE 3 PLUS HOURS!
AM EFFIN EXCITED BOUT TONIGHT!

ADELINE!
HAHAHHAA OH GOD,WHAT'S SO NICE BOUT MADDEN!
-SCREAMS FOR BILLY


hazel Y 8:27 AM |


Wednesday, July 20, 2005

yay,it's wednesday!one of my favourite days of the week!: D and yes!it's mid week!this whole week sucked totally larh,well,the beginning
anyway,school was alright,i got my poem assignment back!-claps
and thank god mrs tan didnt give me any negative remarks or whatever,haha she asked me to change the title tho hahaha and yes!she asked me to type it!
wanna hear it?
haha
here's how it goes

the puppeteer

hey you!Mr know it all
just who do you think you are?
you made me feel so special
made me feel like the one!

why did i fall deeper under your spell?
i cant believe you strung me along
was i just yet another of your peppets?
now simply cast aside
after the performance?

i want it i want it
but i cant get it
i wished i listened to my head
and not my heart!

Just who do you think you are
now i am left with the ghost of you
i'll be just fine
pretending im not!

HAHAHAHA,yes i reckoned it was kinda a crappy shit poem larh,oh wells,hafta credit PRISS ENG for some parts of the poem AND THE USED-ALL THAT I'VE GOT!
haha copied the last part (:

anyway anyway,had jash outing after school!:D ive done it again!spent my money again!:/
bought this sling bag from mu-well some shop opp mambo in heeren!:D love it!although it gets a lil heavy sometimes even tho when there's practically nth in it!
haha yeahh,and rushed back to kovan to get a chem book from bestfriend's house and back to mavis for tution!mann,i rushed till my feet had blister larhh.(cause i wasnt wearing socks!hahaha)
and bro made me love him a little little more!he gave me a pair of tics to the final rehearsal of ndp parade this saturday!haha going with melia girlfriend!:D
and ohh!i felt uber terribly fat today cause i've gained 600 grams since i last took please
which makes my weight currently a frikking heavy 43.9
argghhh,felt kidna upset larh,oh wells!friday's coming and im planning to do some gymming!
hee hee hee!

anyway i hafta go do some typing out of my ohh so nice poem
goodbye!

REPLIES!
HAHA PRISS
YOU'RE RANDOM TOO GIRL
oh wells,yeah BE GLAD THAT HE'S TEXTING YOU AT LEAST
UNLIKE SOMEONE HERE BEING "CAST ASIDE AFTER THE PERFORMANCE"
haha quoted from my poem
love!

RELL!
HAHA YES YES STRIAGHT TEETH PLEASE
:D AND I DIDNT KNOW 4D'S SO COMPLICATING


hazel Y 9:52 PM |


Tuesday, July 19, 2005

haha okay,ive decided no more random entries for me
today's good!(: haha did something terribly mean,haha ripped something off my diary and took feli's thick black marker and destroyed it :D
boy,did i feel good man,anyway,took a shot of it and yay!it's my wallpaper now!hahaha cracks me up everytime i see my phone
weather today was awfully chilly!kinda made me in the sleepy mode and all.and haha spent my free period writing up the poem assignment we hadta handed up!
haha i wrote a rather angst shit poem!:D haha yes yes!i think mrs tan sure have loadsa comments bout it! and my earrings sure had loadsa attention today!hahhaa i was the princess!LOL oh god,and i got a lil high during maths class with jash and classmates with all that stupid princess' behaviour and we were talking bout a certain prisoner whom i've thrown in dungeon
hahhaa!inside joke inside joke!
(: had fun cursing too,opps!hahhaa and i was telling cheryl and co bout getting a guy with perfect straight teeth!: D
haha yes yes! and after school we had like 2 hrs to spare before oral,so we headed to rm delifrance and ate and ate and ate!hahaha well and crapped too,mann im so thankful for my girlfriends!dont love them for nothing!(:
and we came back school and haha all of us took weight and we all put on 1 kg!haha wth man,like duh larh,we just ate and all
waiting for our turn to have oral exam was kinda nerve wrecking, tummy even had sucha strange feeling and i felt like shitting larh!: /
anyway was talking to lijun and sarah bout love matters!haha was good talking to them bout it tho it was for a mere few mins(: really kinda sorted everything out in my mind
oral was good,well i hope i didnt digress!(: swear ms sek has the nicest scariest contact lens ever,was staring into her eyes while talking please
hahhaa was sopo-ing on the bus with sarahlee!(: well,sharing of personal opinions if ya didnt get it
srah!no worries!your secret's with me girl (:
anyway,i wanna go do some homework,YES HOMEWORK

im so glad it's over!phew!(:
-rolls eyes

REPLIES!
HAHA JO JO!
YEAH WILL CALL TONIGHT GIRL!
THAT DUMB MSG WAS RANDOM LARHH
HAHAHA NO MORE RANDOM SHIT FROM HAZEL NOW ON ALREADY!
SO OVER PLEASE
LOVE!

CHARLOTTE!
HAHAHA,HELLO!(:
NO MORE RANDOM SHIT!


hazel Y 8:15 PM |


Monday, July 18, 2005

OKAY OKAY IM FEELING TERRIBLY RANDOM NOW!YAY!BEATS FEELING SAD AND MISERABLE!
HAHAHA AM DOING REALLY REALLY RANDOM STUFF ARD FRIENDSTER AND IM EVEN ADDING BESTIE'S GIRLFRIEND IN FRIENDSTER HAHA OKAY WTF?
AND I M UBER UBER UPSET RIGHT NOW(YOU PROB THINKING IM SAD CAUSE OF SOME STUFF JKASHDJKHSAD OKAY) BUT I REALISED THAT I ATTRACT OLD MEN
IM SO SO SO SO SO SO FRIKKIN SAD OKAY
THERE'S ONE THAT'S 21 AND ANOTHER ONE WAS LIKE 23?!
AHASKJDHSKJHFASDSAD
IM FRIKKIN SAD
"I'm 23,male, singapore...North Indian & Chinese mixed Eurasian... Fair & Eurasian lookin... :)But Family's of different nationalities... Americans, Australians, British, New Zealanders, German & Scottish..."
WAHHHH,NOT BAD RIGHT
OKAY GOOD NEWS EVERYONE!
MY BROTHER JUST MADE ME LOVE HIM A LITTLE MORE CAUSE HE DOWNLOADED AQUALUNG'S BRIGHTER THAN SUNSHINE!
AND HAHAHAA HAZELLL HAS PUT ON SOME WEIGHT!200 GRAMS PLEASE!
SO THAT MAKES ME A 43.3KG! HAPPY FOR ME?
I THOUGHT THE WEIGHING MACHINE HAD SOME PROBLEM BUT SRAH TOOK HER WEIGHT AND THAT GIRL PUT ON WEIGHT,SO YEAH I GUESS ITHE MACHINE'S ALRIGHT
HAHAAAAAAAA,I HOPE 43'S MY WEIGHT PLAUTEAU OR SOMETHING!
WOULDNT IT BE NICE?
SCHOOL'S KINDA ALRIGHT, HAHA THANK YOU EVERY PERSON WHO ASKED ME IF IM FEELING OKAY OR NOT AND EVEN BOTHERED TO LAUGH AT MY STUPID VENTING ACTIONS AND MY "LET ME RACIST FOR A DAY" ATTITUDE
HAHA WHAT FUN
SKIPPED TRAINING AS USUAL TODAY AND CAFED WITH JSH,WE WERE MISSING AMELIA DARLING!
YES YES AND HAAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA AFTER EATING CHEESECAKE,I TOTALLY FELT LIEK VOMMITTING LARH? PLEASE,I AINT NO BULIMIC BUT ARHHH CHEESE
THEN WE SOMEHOW ENDED UP IN POPULAR AGAIN,HAHAH JUST IMAGINE WE WERE THERE LAST WEEK STEALIN/TAKING/BORROWING SOME GLUE ANYWAY,WE WERE JUST ABOUT TO GET THIS PPG FILE THAT HAD THE THREE SWEETPIES DOING YOGA ON IT BUT DECIDED WE SHALL WAIT FOR AMELIA AND GET THEM 4 ALL TOGETHER
HAHAH SWEET
THEN I GOT MY STYLE MAG!HAHA THE SHADES TOTALLY ROCKS LARH
ANYWAY TMR'S ERMMMM WHAT DAY?OHHH TUESDAY
DAMNIT,ENGLISH ORAL!HAHA I PRACTISED IT BIG TIME ALREADY,READ HARRY POTTER STUFF ALOUD TODAY HAHAHAHA
OHH I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT JERENE SARAH AND I WERE IMITATING WALKIE TALKIES HAHAHA!WE WERE PRETENDING WE HAD ONE AND ALL AND WE WERE HAVING CODE TALKS-HAHAH LIKE "YUMMY YUMMY!" OR YUCKYYUCKY!HAHAHA WHAT FUN,AND WE HAD EVERYONE LOOKING AT US LIKE WERE SOME CRAZY ASSES CAUSE WE WERE LAUGHING ALOT LARH
HAHAHA THEN WE EVEN IMITATED THE NO RECEPTION SOUNDS? YOU KNOW THE ONES THAT GOES SHHHHHHHHEHHHHHHH KIND?
OKAY IT'S OKAY IF YOU DONT GET IT,HAHAHHAAAHHAHAHA CAUSE IT'S AWFULLY RANDOM ENTRY PLEASE
OKAY I ALSO REALISED I'VE GOT PEOPLE ACTUALLY INTERESTED IN MY LIFE!:O
HAHA HOW NICE!
PLEASE PLEASE!CONTINUE TO GOSSIP ABOUT ME!IM WELCOMED TO IT
AND OHH I'VE COME UP WITH A NEW FORMULA TO FEEL BETTER
WANNA KNOW WANNA KNOW?
JUST LAUGH!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
SINCE EVERYTHING'S NOT GOING MY WAY,I SHALL LAUGH IT ALL OFF
BEATS FEELING SADDDD
HAHAHA OHH,SHOULD I EVEN FEEL SAD? MAYBE NOT!CAUSE IM PROB DESERVE A ZILLION TIMES MORE TO BE TREATED BETTER
HAHAHAHAHAHA
LAUGH HAZEL LAUGH

I HOPE I'LL BE OKAY


hazel Y 8:47 PM |


Sunday, July 17, 2005

ARGGHHHHHHHH
MISS HAZEL ROXANNE TAN'S HAVING A MAJOR MIGHTY EARWORM ATTACK THIS MORNING!
here's the 3 songs that's been playing in my head since the time i woke up!
1.Aqua Lung's Brighter Than Sunshine
2.Good Charlotte's The World Is Black
3.Good Charlotte's Ghost of You
3 totally rocking beauttttiiiffffuuuuulllllll songs (:(:(:
slept uber frikking early last night!-1030!it's a record! haha and i slept for like 8 hours plus!well,kinda,finally i get a decent kinda sleep!:D but my dad kinda woke me up for a few mins cause he came to my room and on the aksdjlkasjdlkjsad lights for i dont know what reason!
and the weather this morning was so chilly!i have cool feet again! even thought of wearing socks and walking ard the house this morning please!
watched my favourite sunday show as usual-JAPAN HOUR! man i reckon that show's the perfect perfect food show thingy larh!everything looks soooo yummy and the jappos all have such funny/cute/exaggerated expressions when they eat
it's sunday it's sunday!:D was supposed to meet priss darling but she sent me a msg that she couldnt meet me today cause her usually nice (MR ENGGG!-SCREAMS THAT SO SO KIND UNCLE THAT SPONSORED ME FOR GC CONCERT PLEASE,though it was almost a free ticket to death) didnt allow her out today!:/ oh wells,it's okay priss!other time okay! and i still love your dad even tho he doesnt allow you out today!
will be meeting valerie and her friend at one later!SHOPPINGGGGG!yay! sure need some material stuff to cheer myself up!
will be getting one of those 55 bucks cheesy readings tees i guess and probably some handbag or something and ohh huge earrings and oh!and maybe head to hmv and get aqua's album!
and damnit!i've been posted to paragon for my grade 7 prac exam!damnit!AND MY THUMB HAVENT RECOVERED PLEASE!AND MY EXAM;S LIKE 29TH AUG,12:18!
AHHH!-panic
damnit man,will be going down later to book studio to practise! man,i sure do miss playing piano :/
parents outta town!they're in malaysia now!wonder what are they doing right now
hahahhahaa
and ohh,i spilled the beans to my bro just now bout gc concert!hahhaa that fella was like giving me that :O face just now hahaha and oh i flexed my biceps to him and he :O again!
hahaha!well i was lik :O too yesterday when i stood in front of my mirror and flexed!
hahaha!doing 4.5 kg dumbells sure does help!aint gonna do anymore!i think my biceps are huge
and erm,scary somehow
having a real terrible cough right now,my throat's so dry and itchy kind!bleahhh

ohh,and last night i was talking to joanna!miss bestfriend!(:
SHE'S IN LOVE!
hahaha and it was also yesterday that i found out that BESTIE2'S ATTACHED!
which all made me feeling mixed and lonely
hahhaa felt happy/sad cause there wasnt anyone for me to love or anyone who loves me,okay,i do like somebody but that person doesnt seem to like me!rejection number 1927390827890274/okay larh jealous larh huh
hahaha oh wells!but am still glad for them all nonetheless!i mean it!:D

let's just hope that my plan(if im not married by 36 years old i'll become a nun) wouldnt come true!
goodbye

I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul

Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

aw man!what a song!aqualung's Brighter Than Sunshine

REPLIES
I SWEAR I SAW CHARLOTTE'S TAG YESTERDAY!BUT HALOSCAN DOESNT SHOW IT NOW!WTH
anyway,yeah it's sick!

PRISS!
HAHA!SEE,TOLD YA IT WAS SUPER RANDOM!(:
U'RE SUPPOSED TO BE OUT WITH ME TODAY OKAY!:/


hazel Y 9:29 AM |


Saturday, July 16, 2005

am listening to Jewel's version of Leaving on a jet plane
sure brought back some sweet memories of june04, leaving for germany
am really wishing i can really really leave and go somewhere far away right now.i think im having some real major mood swing or something now,been kinda depressed for a couple of days already,well,and the best thing is i have no f-ing idea what's wrong and i dont even know what's going on in my mind plus i had some rather disturbing dream last night and plus some stuff i just found out
arghh crap
yay i feel like im back to square one

i was watching rich girls on mtv and man,im so envious of them
if im a rich girl,i'll
1.hire a good architect &crew to design a huge big house that can accomodate my three family members,all my cocoa partners jash,ms joanna ng yimei and er who else haha
2.buy houses all over the world
3.buy a penthouse for jash (:
4.leave singapore
5.buy a vespa (green or red please) okay not a vespa,buy loads of different coloured ones
6.buy a huge cage for hammie
7.buy all baby tees in the world
8.buy all paul frank merchadise
9.buy that 910 watch
10.go for liposuction
11.and artificial tanning
12.buy new bikinis
13.and shoes and gucci burberry channel lv dior and whatever brands handbags
14.bribe all my examiners and get education done with
15.hire someone like jon jonsson to be my personal secretary
hahahhaa
16.go for pedi and medicures everyday
17.have a lifetime supply of coffee from cb or starbucks
18.oh i cant believe i actually forgot to mention i'll get ipod or mrobe or zen
19.engage experts so we could go into fat free yet yummy food research HAHAHAHAHA
20.OHH!WHY DID I FORGET TO MENTION THIS EARLIER TOO?
GET THAT TIFFANY AND CO RING!
haha and basically alot of more stuff larh
sorry guys!ya justve wasted some mins of ya life reading miss hazel roxanne tan siaw kern's super ultra mighty f-ing uber random entry

urghh i still dont feel any better after crapping even,bahh

it'll all past,really i guess there'll never be a mmc,never had and never will,it'll all past

okay there's something so f-ing wrong with haloscan,well to all those who tagged
hello


hazel Y 2:33 PM |


Friday, July 15, 2005

boy am i glad to be home,it's so nice to be all alone at home and blasting music while it's pouring outside
went tution for less than the expected 2 hours duration cause i told my tutor im braindead,haha i was really really staring at all the bearings sums please,and nothing was going through my mind,couldnt make myself think somehow
but i told her i'll go down again tmr morning,oh wells
while walking back to kovan to take a bus ride home,i had a sudden urge thingy to sleepwalk or something,hahaha cus i was kinda stoned/sleepy and the weather outside was so good!it aint sunny nor rainy!and plus the breeze,woo,purrrrfect
then i suddenly became highly irritable and i think i frowned the whole way home larh,haha mood swing
well well,i guess my day havent been quite alright and i think the only good thing's that gonna happen to me is that the day's coming to an end

anyway had major earworm attack today
1.AQUALUNG'S BRIGHTER THAN SUNSHINE (damn it larh,i wanna marry him)
2.THE USED'S ALL THAT I'VE GOT
3.GOOD CHARLOTTE'S GHOST OF YOU
4.NO DOUBT'S SPIDERWEB

" never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke,
my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul

Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine
I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me
What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
I got a feeling in my soul ... [repeat chorus to end]"
-aqual's brighter than the sunshine
girlfriend said that she feels like falling in love after hearing the song
haha silly girl (:
the song set me all back to thinking mode
maybe it's time to heed bestie's advice finally,well,i wished i did earlier,fallen too deep already
lost all faith but i guess it's all for the better


oh,and last night was fing crap larh,well,rents somehow realised that my period didnt come and all and got all worried that they brought me to the docs last night and hmm,doc wants me to gain 5 fing kilograms in a month please
apparently it's cus of my dieting larh and all,as usual but i was kinda shocked when she calculated my bmi cause it was like 15?
oh wells,i guess now im gonna be stuffed by my rents everyday from now on

yay!a fat hazel
isnt that what everybody wants
but on a lighter note had a rather pleasant unexpected suprise-period came

okay,im starting to get cranky/pmsy already
goodbye world

Need to know I don't wanna know Already know I've seen the signs I watch you as you pull yourself away from me Can't believe I wanna believe How can i believe You're making me doubt I thought i knew you I don't even know myself

aww,i love aqua larh he rocks
he writes everything that i find myself feeling


hazel Y 6:08 PM |


Thursday, July 14, 2005

am currently listening to good charlotte's album
and it sure makes me miss tuesday night quite alot,damnit,wanna watch them live again!:( was real great jumping to their music and raising ya fists up in the air for hours
(haha okay,sound so poseur-ish,but damn!it was damn fun larh!)
read the noise to the world's review today,was good!:D haha everything was great,cept the mosh part
am suffering from the after effects of the concert already,my back hurts like crazy prob cus my arm was up in the air for hours,haha!and maybe cause i jumped quite alot too.girlfriend's legs and ass' breaking apparently,she was even limbing around school today
haha so i concluded that before going to a punkrock concert,ya must start training up ya stamina,strength at least 3 weeks before the gig to prevent suffering any nasty after gig effects
cut's recovering,but i reckon there's gonna be a hideous scar left behind,you know those kind of white fadey kind of scar? :/
well well,school's been okay,had free periods practically the whole day,but i used the free periods to do some history and everybody was asking me bout some certain news
hahaha,i must have repeated myself a trillion times
floorball was great once again!haha the reds(us!) won!:D:D:D:D:D
i am so so gonna take up floorball/hockey when i go jc/poly!
went lunching after school with jash and we were talking bout loadsa stuff,haha and girlfriend totally cracked us up all so much so that i laughed till i teared
and i was supposed to go maths tution after that but i was too tired too,cus i woke up all the sudden at 4 this morning and just couldnt go back to sleep,and guess what,just now i tried to nap,i could only sleep for a freaking pathetic half an hour please
welcome back insomia shit
:/
and my throat's painful,and tummy groggy sort,bleah great
on a lighter note,i realised i could finally stretch and touch my toes!lol!haha i was doing that last night!:D yay yay yay!
and i've decided to go on and take pilates lessons!prob will go find a course somewhere near and drag girlfriend along to class with me!
so im one step nearer to my goal of achieving my desired bod!:D

anyway,was thinking of atomic kitten's Eternal Flame's lyrics on the way home

"Close your eyes
Give me your hand
Darling, do you feel
My heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
Is this burning?
An eternal flame

I believe it's meant to be darling
I watch you when you're sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Or am I only dreaming?
But is this burning (burning)?
An eternal flame

Say my name
un shines through the rain
Of all life so lonely
Then come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling"

aww love's sucha a funny thing
it's amazing how a person can actually make your heart race and how they can make you feel like in the pits when you're ignored

haha alright im crapping!
goodbye!

REPLIES!
RELL!
YES YES!LET'S DO THIS MORE OFTEN OKAY?
HUGS
YA BETTER MUG CRAZY MY DEAR

GLYNIS
HAHA!WAS THAT A COMPLIMENT OR WHAT
CYA IN SCHOOL!:D
LOVE



hazel Y 6:38 PM |


Wednesday, July 13, 2005

"desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where
I started chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here
until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

forgetting all I'm lacking
completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me now"
-Lifehouse's Hanging by A Moment
aww,what a song

just got home from tp not long ago and i just had my bath!am totally exhausted big time now since yesterday tho :/ guess i'll turn in early tonight
okay okay,i shall do a short update on all the many many events that happened during the past two days!
alright,went good charlotte's noise to the world's concert last night and i tell you,it was a total moshing madness
they started half an hour late and i was quite near the stage with girlfriend and her bro's girlfriend,and when when gc finally came out and did their opening song-the anthem,everybody started pushing and pushing and eventually i couldnt stand anymore and fell with the others,god!i was like so scared? felt so hard to get up and everything was sucha mess and i only remembered myself staring up at the idiots looking down at us all on the ground.damnit,it was almost like a free ticket to death please?
total frightening experience! was a good concert nonetheless and thank god some guy grabbed my hand and pulled me up!:D
then melia and us all were all so freaked out that we decided to move to the back!
and it was then i realised i had some nasty cut on my left arm!:/ bled and all,and damnit!i keep forgetting bout the cut!so whenever i go bathe,it hurts crazy larh :(
yeah and i reckon we should always have gigs for pe lesson or something,i think after jumping and screaming for what felt like an eternity i burnt at least 200 calories!haha was totally zonked out at the end of the concert please
then oh!came the best part please
PAUL THREW THE DAMN DRUMSTICK AND IT LANDED RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME PLEASE!IT WAS LIKE MINE LARH!I WAS GRABBING ONTO IT AND ALL WHEN ALL THE OTHER M*THERF*CKERS CAME AND WENT SNATCHING WITH ME!
DAMNI,AND OF CUS I COULDNT FIGHT IT OUT WITH THEM AND LOST IT
IM UBER SAD LARH,DUMB ASSHOLES,DONT THEY KNOW THEY SHOULDNT FIGHT WITH A LADY
ended up having my cast on my thumb ripped off and another cut on my third finger
perfect
damnit,anyway,couldnt find a cab home then ended up taking bus 70 home!
haha couldnt really sleep much and everybody in school was asking bout last night!i must have repeated the story a zillion times or something!
okay,today!school was alright,was kinda tired in the morning,yeah and bev plaited my hair!:D haha love it!im gonna make her plait my hair everyday from now onwards!
haha!and thank you everybody who wished me luck!haha it somehow didnt quite help me anybit,well,did it?
then headed down to tp after school,boy,it was so packed larh,haha sjc didnt win anything
owells,was laughing at random people over there along with rell,natasha and meryl
haha was uber fun larh and i saw mr hot torch for the first time!(:
after that headed to delifrance with rell and we talked bout loadsa stuff!and im getting worried for her cus she just told me that prelims were like only 2 weeks away and she havent studied!
HELLO CHERYL YANG,YOU BETTER START STUDYING OKAY?
but it was really nice talking to her after sucha long time!(:
priss darl's thinking bout going to bravery's gig!hmm,i wanna go too!but i've only heard one of their songs!-honest mistake!
haha wth
anyway,i better go do some studying! pissed my parents off quite alot already
REPLIES
GIRLFRIEND!
-HUGETIGHTHUG
IM SO SO SO GLAD WE'RE ALL STILL ALIVE!
BUT IT WAS A REALLY WONDERFUL EXP!GLAD I SHARED IT WITH YALL!(:
GIRLFRIEND GIRLFRIEND,I LOVE YOU

KIM!
HEY GIRL!WED CAME AND GONE!(: THANKS FOR COMING WITH ME DARLING!
YOU WERE GREAT COMPANY!

BESTIE!
HAHA WHAT LARH,WAS PISSED WHAT!
SAW YA AND YC!(:

RELL!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
BETTER OKAY?
THANK YOU FOR TODAY!
LOVE YA RELLY

PRISS!
HEYA!YA SURE YA WANNA GO?
DONT WANNA GET MOSHED BIG TIME AGAIN! :/
HAHA!
GLAD YA LIKED THE POST CARD!I MEANT WHAT I SAID IN THERE YEAH!
LOVE YA!


hazel Y 8:27 PM |


Monday, July 11, 2005

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ajshdkljasoifdudsoifhdoiufhgeoiruyhogtrlbhjlkfdhgvuisydqiuwwipeoif;ldkgk

okay,dont talk to me now
cause im so uber frigging effin angry/pissed/fuckstrated with myself please!
i went down to town today and i didnt get anything for tmr!bleah!you know the feeling ya come home empty handed?
damnit!i hate this feeling,now i have nothing black for tmr!damn,im so upset with myself

urgh!aksdlksjaldfjlaskdjl;ajldsjalkjalkd
day's just been crap larh,well sorta,was uber tired and thus ended up stoning quite alot and my tummy felt weird throughout the day,was kinda like the period pain,but not the kind? sucks larh,and in the morning i felt uber friggin uneasy,didnt really know why either,but it was just this very very uneasy feeling!
:/ bleah, and im so fuckstrated with my body cause all the tubes and halters i've tried today were too loose although they were xs please
yes yes i know eat more eat more
but argh!i just feel uber frigging guilty with msyelf after eating!
DAMNIT!ok im getting more pissed with myself please

let's hope tmr will be a better day for me

bye

REPLIES
PRISS
HAHA MR ENG ROCKS BIG TIME!
PRISS I DIDNT GET ANYTHING FOR TMR!
AND I FEEL SO FREAKKINGGG PISSED WITH MYSELF PLEASE

RELL
WELL,YA KNOW THE SECRET ALREADY!HAHA TOLD YA THE ANS TODAY!(:
CYA ON WED SILLY!


hazel Y 5:52 PM |


Sunday, July 10, 2005

im listening to Jennifer Paige's Stranded;uber beautiful song
even though i didnt go anywhere except for church this morning,today's very very eventful!:D and im a very very very very happy happy happy happy girl!
and that's cause.....
PRISS ENG SHU MEI GOT THE TICKETS FOR ME ALREADY!-WAVES IT IN THE AIR FRANTICALLY
YAY!YAY!YAY!IM GOING IM GOING IM GOING! I SWEAR I LOVE HER DAD I TELL YOU!
HE'S SO NICE!AND IM JEALOUS OF MRS ENG NOW,CUS I LOVE MR ENG BUT MRS ENG GOT MR ENG ALREADY!HAHAH oh god,im crapping already!
oh god,i can hardly wait,and best thing is AMELIA GIRLFRIEND'S GETTING HER TICKET TOO!
-shakes ass
now ya know why am i so happy?:D:D:D:D:D
anyway,been doing nothing the whole day!hmm,lets see,i came home from church and watched japan hour then read the papers then i fell aslp while reading jerene's vampire(i tell you im gonna return it tmr larh!it sucks!) then woke up and it was lunch then watched bourne identiy on the comp with bro! was uber exciting larh.matt damon was like speeding in this mini cooper!I WANT A MINI COOPER!:( haha okaye!that's it,my husband's gotta propose to me with that huge tiff and co ring i posted up the other day and MINI COOPER! (preferrably red or green please)
hahah oh god,i'll never get married if this continues
then i fell asleep (again!) when bro played the bourne identity's sequel-the bourne spremacy!it was ultimate boring larh,oh!and i excerised with my dumbbells today!havent touch them for like ages!i feel good!perspired crazy and all and man,i feel my biceps coming all up already!:D
and yay!marc recieved the card i sent already!am glad he liked it!:D

okaye,it's gonna be sucha busy busy week ahead!
monday-i'll prob go to town to get something to wear to gc's concert!haha!
tuesday-have freaking maths course after school and THEN GC'S NOISE TO THE WORLD CONCERT!-CLAPS
wednesday-prob will go down to tp!(:
thursday-hmm,tution i guess,yay!
friday-hmm,im not sure
weekends-RENTS LEAVING FOR MALAYSIA!(yay!)

okay,i shall end!goodbye!
REPLIES!
GIRLFRIEND!
YOU'RE GOING YOU'RE GOING!!!

PRISS!
YOU'RE GOING YOU'RE GOING!
IM GONNA GIVE YA DAD A HUGE BIG TIGHT HUG AND I'LL PROB ADD IN A HUGE WET PASSIONATE PECK ON HIS WONDERFUL CHEEK!
AND IM DOING ALL THIS CUS MR ENG GOT ME TICKETS!
HAHA I LOVE YOUR DAD PLEASE

OKAY IM NOT GONNA REPLY THAT TAG,CUS IM NOT TALKING TO THAT CERTAIN BROWN THING
(NOT YOUR FAULT THEN WHOS PLEASE!)

MARC!
SUPERMAN!
I DIDNT SAY YOU'RE A CROOK LARH BOY,AND I KNOW YOU'RE 100% STRAIGHT SILLY!(: YAY YAY YAY!YOU GOT MY LETTER!
-CLAPS


GLYNIS!
HEY GIRL!YEAH MAN!SEE YA TMR!


hazel Y 5:44 PM |


Saturday, July 09, 2005


:D:D:D:D:D:D Posted by Picasa
the new love of my life!(: fossil baby darling!got him today,with rayner!(: called that boy's phone at around 4 plus and woke him up!and man,he amazes me!he took friggin fast to get ready and all!rushed from clementi down to town ta meet him,then we both headed to lucky plaza-to ray's dad's jewellery shop at lucky plaza!(diamonds!:O:O)
yeah ray asked for money larh what else,then i dragged him to heeren and made him stare at the watches with me!haha i just couldnt decide which one to get larh!and i think i took uber long to decide actually.in the end ray said the beauty(above above) was not bad,so yeah!got it!-claps!
:D
and he was telling me all bout his retarded friends!haha boy,all the stories cracked me up big time!they were all so dumb!:/ oh and we saw some pretty strange people!strange outfits i'll say!haha!oh and he said that i looked malnutritioned.wth
got home at ard 7 plus and im totally drained!
went amk this morn to get my xray done!and i finally took my cast off and man!MY THUMB'S STILL SWOLLEN!:/ damnit,i dont know why but it's been a month already and arh!it's still swollen?!let's hope i dont hafta go operate or somethin
then went down to cityhall to meet priss and we went to meet her gc group larh,was pretty lame and all,and urgh i was so waiting to go i tell you!haha PRISS' DAD'S GONNA BUY ME GC CONCERT TICKET!HAHAHAHAHAHA!NEHNEHNIPOOOPOOOO AND MY PARENTS SAID YES YES!NEHHNEHHHNIIPOOOOPOOOO!
saw bestie and yc at the station!haha
then we rushed down to clementi and i tell you,cus we were late,we got off the train and jogged all the way to the sports hot i tell you,as in really jog!hahah!looked totally dumb larh i tell you.the sports hall was bloody freaking hot larh!everybody was perspiring like crazy and all and my eye liner gone all messed up and all,urgh!then comp was delayed until 3 plus and priss was trying so hard to lose larh!haha that silly girl wanted to end it all asap!
am not really sure if my school's done well.oh wells! im totally drained!so uber exhausted
am currently listening to damien rice's blowers daughter,bloody depressing song larh,but love it nonetheless
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...My mind...my mind...'
Til I find somebody new

love that part esp,haha was just talking to best bout today,we nvr in our lives would have thought that we'll see each other with diff person on the 9th of july
oh wells!bestie!im just happy that you're happy!(: -hugs
church tmr morning!and then i shall be nice and stay home tmr,wait,anybody wanna date me out?hahaha

REPLIES!
(woo lala,so many!)
COUSIN!
hey there,yeah,my hair's scary me big time!and okok,i'll start eating okay?
thank you for ya concern darling!
love ya!

KIM!
yes yes i rmb bout our date sweetheart!(:
and okok,im stopping!
amelia?im not sure yet ya know!will tell ya!
-hugs

BEST2!
hey there!(: you better believe what i said!

GIRLFRIEND!
YES!THAT CERTAIN SMALL BROWN THING!
REMIND ME NOT TO TALK TO HER ON MONDAY OKAYE!

SHAM!
YOU SHOULD EAT MORE TOO GIRL!(:

BESTFRIEND!
AWW,I LOVE THE LAST LINE GIRL
I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND!(:


hazel Y 9:22 PM |


Friday, July 08, 2005


:O Posted by Picasa

OH MY GOD I WANT YOU
isnt it a beauty? oh sheesh,it's from tiff&co!saw a kinda similar one on the papers just now!and it fitted my criterias for my dream wedding ring!but i couldnt find the one online!but saw this!oh god oh god!
CALLING ALL GUYS OUT THERE!IF YOU'RE BETWEEN 16-25, SINGLE AND AVAILABLE,TANNED AND MUSCULAR,AND YOU MUST MUST HAVE SPIKEY HAIR AND SPEAK STRICTLY ONLY ENGLISH AND THINK YOU LOOK A LITTLE LIKE JON JONSSON OR KEVIN PEAKE OR MATT L AND YOU CAN AFFORD A RING LIKE THE ONE ABOVE,AND YOU THINK YOU CAN TOLERATE AND LOVE A GIRL THAT'S FAT AND WHITE LIKE ME FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE,PLEASE PLEASE PROPOSE TO ME WITH THE BEAUTY ABOVE AND I GURANTEE A YES YES FOR SURE!(:

im shameless
but damn,i want you!the ring
anyway,day's been uber great!great way t end the weekdays!:D
school was okaye,just that i was super super lethargic throughout the day!and i was uber uber pissed after school cus of a certain something,a small brown certain person!URGH!IM SO PISSED AND IM NEVER GONNA TALK TO HER AGAIN.okaye,moving on,after school had coffeedate with beloved jerene darling!haha my first time hanging out with her alone!cus we usually had melia with us,but she couldnt come cus her mum told her that she "couldnt go out forever." haha what rubbish
alright,so yes,we went there and i got my stuff and lunched at coffeebean!and i was finishing up on the card!:D lol and it was so much fun spending time with jerene i tell you!that silly girl cracked me up non-stop for hours i tell you!and then we were just about done with my stuff and took out the glue,i realised sharna's glue's all dried up!haha and thank goodness we had jerene around,and she gave me a wonderful idea!and so after eating(damn!i was so stuffed larh,fatso :/) we headed to popular!a-ha! and did some unmentionable things there!(no we didnt steal okay!) haha!and we both nearly nearly bought this powerpuffgirls pencilcase i tell you!haha they were so cute!:O haha then we ended up going into the kids clothes area and started telling each other nonsenserubbish stuff like what we'll let our kids wear next time!haha i didnt know we could have so much fun in a place like j8 please!haha and im keeping my fingers and toes all crossed that she'll be able to acc me for shopping tmr!:D
was totally shagged out when i came home,and i fell asleep once again in front of the telly again!but mum woke me up halfway cus she accidentally kicked my leg :/ didnt eat anything except fruits and i tell you!i must do a thousand crunches tonight i tell you!i ate so much today!
ate 1 cinnamon&apple muffin and much of jerene's yumm oreocheesecake and had belgium choc!:O oh god oh god
mum made a hella of noise this morning,she wants me to eat more cus she claims that im losing hair,okaye,i think i am actually,but damn,im eating loadsa stuff already!:/
now let's see the symptons of aneroxia

1.Deliberate self-starvation with weight loss (okay,was a lil last time larh)
2.Intense fear of gaining weight(last time,im better now)
3.Refusal to eat(hmm,i do eat)
4.Denial of hunger
5.Constant exercising (i havent excerise since like 1298309284 days ago!:/)
6.Greater amounts of hair on the body or the face (erm,no!)
7.Sensitivity to cold (sometimes)
8.Absent or irregular periods (okay,mum will prob get a heart attack if i tell her it havent come for like 3 months already!)
9.Loss of scalp hair (okay larh,i think so)
10.A self-perception of being fat when the person is already too thin(am i?)

okayokay,im better than before!just hope she and my dad doesnt pressurise me to eat more and all,and i hope my dad dont like come up with the dumb threat like last time-stop giving me my precious pocket money if i dont eat!)
anyway,it's saturday tmr!and im going for my xray!im gonna take the bandage off!YAY!
and i hafta go down to clementi to support my juniors! and yes!shopping!(:
and it's the 9th of july tmr,a once super special date -looks at bestie
OH WELLS -rolls eyes

REPLIES!
MELIA DARLING!
HUGEHUGEHUG!remember what i said okay?
this friendship will never ever end!(: i love you girlfriend

RELL!
HAHA WTH LARH YOU
MARKKK CHAYYYYY -SCREAMS TOO BAD GARY WASNT THERE LARH :(
HAHA I KNOW YOUR SECRET!(:

PRISS!
HAHA WHAT NONSENSE LARH!
AM HAPPY FOR YOU FOR THE PROGRESS YOU HAD WITH AHEM AHEM
AND HAHA!SOMEONE HAVE TO COMPETE TMR!NEH NEH NI POO POO!
BUT I WILL BE SUPPORTING YOU TMR GIRL!
LOVE YOU MUCH GIRL

JULS!
WHAT LIVING THING?
HAHA YES YES!VALERIEEEE


hazel Y 8:27 PM |


Thursday, July 07, 2005

am listening to suede's beautiful ones and i really wonder how the singer sing,i dont mean it isnt nice,but his voice's so hmm...weird,like it's out of tune 24/7! but love the song nonetheless
just got home from tp pool,supported yang!but that girl didnt get into finals in the end :( but thank god she was alright!darryl did well!she's got into finals!(: so yes yes!there'll be someone i'll be supporting!and oh,bestie got into finals too,for the fly event i think?and best thing was that he didnt go training at all,hah!
oh!and i saw mark chay!god,all the girls were ogling at him when he walked in man.so hot so hot. and ah!i got a alksjdksjakldjsd milo(it's super yummy!)stain at the bottom of my bag.im sad
oh man,i feel so exhausted!i feel like i was practically sleeping with my eyes open during the bus ride home! anyway,i was just talking about my daddy,when i was walking towards the hdb hub and all,cus i said to jer that i think my dad works here but then again im not sure,then i saw my dad with his friends!haha man,then he made me sae hi to all his chikopek looking friends please!and they said something like "ohh,so you're his daughter.your dad has been talking about you."
hmm,i really wonder what exactly did my dad talked about!:/
oh and i realised how lil my dad cares,well sorta stuff
he didnt realised that i got myself a new watch,didnt realise that i got a new schoolbag and he didnt realise june was a terrible period for his daughter.:/ sheesh,he didnt know bout the b-up until yesterday i tell you,man,so much for the puffed eyes
anyway,moving on!school was alright!(: pe was not bad!we played floorball again! and cd lesson was cool!we had to each think of a person we wanted to write to,that person hadto be someone who's really a friend to you and all!and a-ha!i wrote to melia and she wrote back!that girl's sucha sweetie!(: haha all the stuff she wrote in the letter,awww
MISS DEARLY BELOVED AMELIA KUIK SHI YIN!I LOVE YOU ALWAYS GIRLFRIEND!
and the cocoa partners have a name!we're called!jereneameliasarahhazel!so it's JASH!<3 and we designed a logo i tell you!will take a shot of it asap and post it up!(: ahah,so glad i have such darlings!(:
and talking bout cocoa,i had major rhumba withdrawal symptons!:/ wanted to drink it so badly,well,even until now!
and it's time for me to go dental!need polishing!my teeth's a lil yellow already!must be all the coffee:(
will be busy doing loadsa stuff tonight!am so excited getting started!:D but the only problem now is how!:( anyway,i better go bathe before my dad comes home and see me in sportsbra and undies only!:O
REPLIES!
MARCO! HELLO SUPERMAN!
WAIT FOR THE THING OKAYE!HAHA!
WOO-LA-LA,AM PRETTY EXCITED BOUT IT MYSELF,HAHA JUST HOPE YOU WOULDNT FIND IT LAME OR SOMETHING!
(:

PRISS!
ALRIGHT GIRL!
ACTUALLY I DIDNT HEAR THE SONG AT ALL,JUST CAME BY THE LYRICS AND THOUGHT IT WAS COOL!(:
AND BECKHAM AINT CUTE!HE'S OLD!
HAHA LOVE YA LAMB!

GIRLFRIEND!
THANK YOU FOR YA COMPANY TODAY!
LOVEMUCH!





hazel Y 5:37 PM |


Wednesday, July 06, 2005

"I suppose that I should count my blessings
For a young thing my world is not too bad
Got a window, a place with a pillow and a friend or two
But ever since I saw his face that morning
Nothing else has got the same summer sheen
Will he notice my eyes have got so lonely?
He may not be the one but
I want him for my own and I know
I am not good at not getting what I want
Maybe I sound like a spoilt baby
But I know that there are some who have it all
I want to join them, to feel that glow around me
I want him more each day ?
cos he never looks my way and I know
I am not good at not getting what I want
If we ever found ourselves together
I can promise I will love you every day
But I've a feeling seeing is believing
You never look my way so
I want you more than I can say"
-Sophie Ellis Bextor's I Am Not Good At Not Getting What I Want
aww,perfect
well well hazel,i guess you'll never learn
oh and damnit,london won
-replies
bestie2!
heya sorry bout last night larh,was just feeling real f-ed up bestie,sorry
anyway,get your damn phone repaired larh!
tsk tsk
ohh,swim well too okaye?(:
marc!
heya,pfft,message me so lil larh someone
oh wells,hope ya feeling better now,take care!
melia!
girlfriend ,i feel like crap
-hugs


hazel Y 8:12 PM |



"I get a high whenever you're around
Sweeping from my head to my toes
I gotta get my feet back on the ground

Cuz you make me go out of my way
Crossing the line making me say what I have in mind
You make me so excited
And I don't wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush
Ain't nothing better baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I start to blush
You are my Sugar Rush

I got a sweet tooth and a taste for you
It might me too obvious but
I can't help my self from what I do
Cuz you make me go out of my way
Crossing the line
Making me say what I have in mind"
-A teens' Sugar Rush
uber terribly old song,thought of the time that i first heard it when i was just 12 years old!

here's a couple of stuff i did/happened/thought/realised/whatever today
1.still in the lost mode
2.woke up and saw my hair,looked styled i tell you!haha i looked ready for prom please!
3.had a dream bout me wearing that black mango top i tried on monday,and i didnt buy that top cus it needed some boobs to fill them up,but i have none!
and so i've decided it's time to start drink milk(yucks!) or eat papaya or chicken breast meat!(havent eaten chicken in days!)
4.thought my hamster was dead (that idiot's good at playing dead)
5.played floorball in pe!and decided that if i enter jc,i'll take it or hockey as my cca : D
6.peer teached literature
7.repeated a certain story a million times
8.finished my compo in class!a-ha!told ya i was gonna ace my chinese in time to come
9.made 5 or 6 beloved friends shout a special five wordphrase into my phone and recorded it as my ringtone
10.girlfriend reminded me of all saints' black coffee
11.found out there's fencing comp this sat and im excused cus of my thumb
12.realised i need new rubber band
13.realised handphone was a mighty distraction
14.realised tmr's thursday (PHYSICS PROJECT DATEDUE!-SCREAMS)
15.realised goodbye's near

anyway,it's 4:51!i better go bathe and get ready to go for mavis!
dad made me go again! :/
goodbye!

REPLIES!
BESTFRIEND2!
YOU LARH!YOUR PHONE LARH!COULD HAVE SEEN YC ON MONDAY I TELL YOU
hahaha!(: ANYWAY!HOPE TA SEE YA SOON! AND OH!SWIM WELL OKAY? DONT SLACK!

MARC!
PFFT,YA MESSAGED SO LITTLE TODAY!
OH WELLS,GUESS YA SLEEPING RIGHT NOW!AND OH!REMEMBER!TO DRINK MORE WATER OKAY?
TAKE CARE!

MELIA!
GIRLFRIEND :(
HOW NOW BROWN COW!


hazel Y 4:03 PM |


Tuesday, July 05, 2005

"I want something else
To get me through this
Semi charmed kind of life
I want something else
I'm not listening when you say
Good-bye "

-Third Eye Blind's Semi charmed life
feeling kinda messy right now,been thinking throughout the whole of just now,bus ride home.damn,life is semi charmed now,but i guess it's all gonna be just a passing random dream
dont know when will goodbye come
day's been pretty okay,didnt have much lessons again,i actually made used of my free goeg lesson to study ting se,and laoshi didnt test us in the end!pfft!
i could have used the 1 and a half hour to sleep or something.oh wells,maths was okaye,girlfriend and cocoa partners couldnt enter class cus they came late!so i was with ally and haha that girl was being sucha sweetie!haha cus i was experiencing big time paranoid stuff and thank god she was there to calm me down sort
haha!oh and that girl's our latest addition to singleton!(:
and skipped ss lesson after that and 3/4 cocoa partners headed down to town to get girlfriend's bro's bdae present!yeah and we were eating at spinelli (whoo,apple crumble!) and some lady and guy approached us,they wanted to do some research bout polka.hmm i think they're prob from polka larh.so yeah they were asking us bout stuff like "do you drink green tea?" blah blah blah and even video taped us.
haha right and they were like "would you drink green tea if we get some celeb like green day to promote it?" haha like as if they can get green day to promote green tea huh!
oh wells,and i had rhumba again,and woah!starbucks has some new pastry-apple strudel!tried some,yum yum yum!
and we got slippers for amelia's bro and i almost nearly had an addition to needlist please,it was some drawstring black roxy bag!
shoppin spree-ed yesterday again!with ms bestfriend!
i bought
1.a bling bling! watch!
2.harley top!:D is so addictive!
3.a dark denin skirt:D
and i saw this fendi handbag i wanna get!sheesh
oh and yesterday was eventful! we saw pretty strange people
saw this guy that was wearing a skirt larh,and he didnt really bother to look more feminine? like no make up and all? like please larh,wanna be gay also dont so slipshot larh?
sheesh but it was pretty disgusting larh
and then this salesgirl in far east! jo was trying this off shoulder top and the lady was speaking to us in this very very mighty super husky voice please!i dont know is it cus she's having a terrible sore throat,or trying to act sexy or what,but she was like "ni mumble mumble mumble...ma?" like we both couldnt understand what she was saying please! it sounded like a mixed of hokkien/eng and chinese,man that girl could very well come up with her own language!
anyway,im so proud of myself!was back home uber early today!5.00pm!what a record!:D
shall go,tummy feels very very strange

REPLIES!
BESTFRIEND!
HEY GIRL!YESTERDAY WAS GREAT!LOVE YA GIRL!GO OUT MORE OFTEN OKAYE?
-HUGS

MARC
haha,ya napping now!pig!take care yes!(:

MELIA!
HEY GIRLFRIEND!
I M CONFUSED: (
-HUGS
THANKS FOR GIGGLING WITH ME IN SCHOOL!:D


hazel Y 5:29 PM |


Sunday, July 03, 2005

oh man,i swear the possibility of me dying from dengue or malaria is super high larh
i have so many many bites on my leg!urgh!and plus serangoon is kinda known for having loadsa friggin mosquitoes sort!: /
okaye anyway,changed template!kinda similiar to the previous though: D
and i dont know why does two of the same entry appears! but am too lazy to do anything bout it!
the weather's uber good today!perfect for tanning!:/ but damnit!no tanning dates for today
been doing nothing the whole day,was watching japan hour this morn and the food was yum yum yum then dad nagged at me for not putting in time into my studies so i went up to my room and did maths!haha!:D
and hmm,after doing like 2 sums i decided to abandon it and read gossipgirl instead
haha then after some hours,i brought down my maths and did maths in front of my dad(the telly too) just to make sure he doesnt complain i dont do anything bout my studies!
haha,oh and dad threw the whole pot of veg curry he cooked cus he said it tasted weird.haha!wth man,but it sure did smell weird
and sheesh man,i feel huge!as in fat,arh!where is my diet!
-screams :O
i better go gyming asap! and i hope girlfriend's free tmr!shopping shopping!
:D:D:D:D
alright!shall end! goodbye!

REPLIES!
PRISS!
haha silly larh you,oh wells!we can always go gyming tog!i NEED TO GET BACK TO EXCERISING!i feel super huge!:/
anw!one more week girl!
hmm,and the dream boy thing? well well,i'll tell ya bout it!(:
love ya girl

BESTIE2!
HAHA SILLY LARH YOU!HELLO!(:

MELIA!
HEY GIRLFRIEND!
GIGGLES
GIGGLES!
GIGGLES!!!
:D YOU KNOW WHY I SO HAPPY RIGHT!HAHA
-nudge love ya!tmr yes!


hazel Y 1:52 PM |


Saturday, July 02, 2005

so it was "Be yourself day" yesterday,i was actually excited bout yesterday,haha being able to come to school in our clothes even though we still had dumb lessons!
haha oh wells,here's some shots of the day!(:

first shot of the day Posted by Picasa

it's me and the babe during chem class! Posted by Picasa

(: loved ones Posted by Picasa

woo,shaky first attempt Posted by Picasa

second one,haha look at me Posted by Picasa

haha can spot my name? haha we got ming ge bel ta rep our class anw!: D Posted by Picasa

mrs lim baked this for us!super uber yummiclious! Posted by Picasa

girlfriend and i at hall during mass history lecture! Posted by Picasa

us plus lydia! Posted by Picasa

love all my cocoa partners!(: Posted by Picasa

after school,we headed down to town and had starbucks muffins for lunch! Posted by Picasa

and then me and melia got our tops from hd and became the harley girls!(: haha Posted by Picasa

okaye i was trying to take a clearer pic of me and the cap but yeah it wasnt happening Posted by Picasa

shopping does makes me feel happy(: Posted by Picasa

urgh,i better better shop shopping!
bought so many new stuff!
1.ripcurl cap (damnit!i kinda regretted it!should have bought the fox's :/)
2.paul frank skurvy bag!
3.a top from harley davidson!
4.eyeliner?haha
-slaps forehead
and urgh i still feel like shopping!damnit,what's wrong with me
saw this really pretty handbag from max&co!i didnt check out the price thou!but it's so nice!damnit,im contemplating ta get it or not :/
haha shopping with my c partners was great!jerene became my style advisor!haha! and she got us both interested in harley davidson's stuff!(: and melia got me interested in make up finally!haha wth and ralph lauren cool!:D
haha was tired yesterday when i came home cus we were mall hopping,trying ta look for the right cap ta buy!haha sorry girlfriends!
anyway,the weather now's so friggin hot!and piano lesson was terrible terrible!
haha i was staring at a 2 mark theory question for 1289739827432 mins!sheesh,i just couldnt seem ta think howta do it man!i was literally staring at the question for uber long larh,sheesh and my exam;s coming!-screams
i was like so thankful when lesson ended i tell you,could feel my head feeling much lighter and all.haha what crap!
anyway,dad passed me back the phone!haha cus my bro lost his in camp and he hadta use mine!
yay!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
ohh ohh,and bestie talked to me yesterday and i found out bout some really "omg!" stuff!
oh wells,they were rather turn off kinda stuff,bleah.
no dream boy for me now!
-claps hands
im off to bathe!damn frikkin hot!

REPLIES!
PRISS!
HELLO MY DEAR GIRL!HANG ON ALRIGHT!
-hugs anw what's with the whole weight thing larh girl!-pokes
i aint very light anw!haha and urgh you're not fat larh silly!
and ohhh,no more dream boy for me already priss!

SARAHLEE!
HEY GIRL!
HAHA NICE PICTURE WHAT!
HOPE YA LOVED IT!

ADE!
? HAHA(:

JULS!
YEAH RIGHT MAN!ANW IM GOING NEXT TUESDAY WITH YA!


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